OUTRAGEOUS: Feel in the dumps b/c I am dissapointed by myself.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Recently, I often hate myself. I feel that I have to go beyond what I can do right now. But, I often end up doing my routine.

Mirtika said...: Sounds like how I've felt for two years now. I let fear get in the way of a great opportunity, and I went back to a routine and am sort of...stagnant. I don't like it, but it persists. I've definitely got a character defect. Sigh.

But I hope you don't hate yourself for long. Think of ONE thing to do out of your routine (I started with Pilates a year ago, and that has helped some, as I can see results and it's challenging.) One thing--even if it's a little scary. Maybe it'll make for something great.

Hope you're very happy soon.

Mirtika; August 28, 2009 5:22 PM
Mirtika said...: Hey, hope you're feeling shinier and less routine-y today. :)

Mirtika; September 19, 2009 4:50 AM
Scholarships for Women said...: Aw, that's sad :(; October 9, 2009 10:33 PM